Sleeping awake and awake when I@m sleeping I@ve got a dry kind of thirst when drenched On sunny days all I can see is as shadow and I@m not above being under I@m at the brink though I know that I@m empty I always hide when its my turn to seek my only believe is not to have faith in believing before I begin I@m over and I@m only not lonely when I@m lonely by myself Numb in pain again I always backtrack forward cuz all in all, I@m Disconnected Quietly loud while I@m noisily silent keep holding my breath while I@m trying to breath swimming against all of my waves and rapids I only win when I@m losing Broken off again and I@m only not lonely when I@m lonely by myself Numb in pain again I always backtrack forward cuz all in all, I@m Disconnected I just wanna live my life sedated Cuz I love driving myself away dysfunctionally sane don@t give a damn I cant comprehend what I understand Disconnected broken off again and I@m only not lonely when I@m lonely by myself numb in pain again I always backtrack forward cuz all I know I@m Disconnected broken off again and I@m only not lonely when I@m lonely by myself numb in pain again I always backtrack forward cuz all I know I@m Disconnected 5nd