sometimes i feel like
i wanna leave this place for good
under the ground ill
live down there without a sound
and never hear these
hissing voices all the same
i ll disappear cause
living makes me feel ashamed
i must believe there
s more above us and below
i must believe, stranded
with this b*tch called hope
it keeps me here when
all i wanna do is go
it keeps me here when
all i wanna do is disappear

if this is it
all we have and ever will
if this is it
time is running out and
standing still
i ll leave today, cause
there ;s nothing left to keep me here
i ;ll fade away, ill
turn my back and disappear

the city moans, it lunges
up right from the ground
the seething earth, it
opens up and spits us out
it ;s a vicious child,
nature never wanted us
this vicious child, a
cancer burning black into its heart
if this is it all we
have and ever will
if this is it time is
running out and standing still