i will not make the same mistakes that you did i will not let myself cause my heart so much misery i will not break the way you did you fell so hard i learned the hard way, to never let it get that far because of you i never stray too far from the sidewalk because of you i learned to play on the safe side so i don@t get hurt because of you i find it hard to trust not only me, but everyone around me because of you i am afraid i lose my way and it@s not too long before you point it out i cannot cry because i know that@s weakness in your eyes i@m forced to fake a smile, a laugh every day of my life my heart can@t possibly break when it wasn@t even whole to start with because of you i never stray too far from the sidewalk because of you i learned to play on the safe side so i don@t get hurt because of you i find it hard to trust not only me, but everyone around me because of you i am afraid i watched you die i heard you cry every night in your sleep i was so young you should have known better than to lean on me you never thought of anyone else you just saw your pain and now i cry in the middle of the night over the same damn thing because of you i never stray too far from the sidewalk because of you i learned to play on the safe side so i don@t get hurt because of you i tried my hardest just to forget everything because of you i don@t know how to let anyone else in because of you i@m ashamed of my life because it@s empty because of you i am afraid because of you