reason for living

i lie alone and thinking
how could this ever happen
is it real
am i dreaming
and when your heart's been burned
how can someone learn
to get over their fears
you told me i should be strong
oh i'm trying
i feel i can't go on
you left me here on my own
(chorus)
without a reason for living
a chance for forgiving
a time to make it ok
and now i'm stuck with the vision
of my indecision
taking it all away
from me

with all the time you're taking
slowly my heart's been breaking
you've been fine
i've been bleeding
i'll have to wait my turn
your respect i'll earn
no more joking or teasing

you told me i should be strong
oh i'm trying
i feel i can't go on
you left me here on my own

(chorus)

a thousand times before
i've been almost sure
this time i need to know
i've spent all my life
chasing all my dreams
i'm not letting this go
yeah
ooh
la eee
in my
yeah yeah yeah yeah yeah yeah
ooh