There are things THAT I said I would never do

There are fears THAT I can not believe have come true

For my soul is too sick and too little and too late

and myself I have grown to weary to hate



The more I stay in here

The more it's not so clear

The more I stay in here

The more I disappear



As far as I have gone

I knew what side I'm on

But now I'm not so sure

The line begins to blur



IS THERE somebody on top of me

I don't know I don't know

ISN'T ANYBODY stopping me?

I don't know I don't know

I won't try and hold my breath

I don't know I don't know

Just how far DOWN can I go

I don't know I don't know I DON'T KNOW



As I lay here

the fabric starts to tear

It's far beyond repair

And I don't really care



As far as I have gone

I knew what side I'm on

But now I'm not so sure

The line begins to blur